Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I don't know what hit me first

But Jay's leaving this Friday. And I'm a senior. I'm bawling right now, but I think it's okay, because my best friend in the whole world is going away and won't be here for my senior year like I was here for his. And I know that I'll be okay and that I'll have just as good of a senior year as Jay. I'll just have to do it without him. And that's the hard part. And the funny thing is, it hit me because I was thinking of how many people were asking me if I was still with Jay, and somehow I expanded the conversation I had with Mr. Lavelle by him adding "So when's Jay going to college?" (which he didn't actually say), and I thought to myself "He's leaving Friday" and it hit me. Just like that. And I'm still crying. And I know I have to do this alone, but I just hope I'm strong enough. God doesn't give us anything we can't handle, right?

3 comments:

Laurel said...

God doesn't give us anything we can't handle...thats a good thing to remember.

Tim said...

I'm a firm believer that God sometimes does give us more than we can handle on our own, but never more than we can handle with His help.

Prayer will definitely get you through this, whether you and Jay can accomodate the changes or not.

Miles C. said...

I'm sorry.....I love you.