end of the year

finals coming up....i'm getting a little overwelmed. okay, more than a little. i'm close to freaking out. everything is obviously going on at once at the end of the year and i don't know how to stop any of it. marching band orientation after school for the next three days. it's crazy. not only do i have finals to worry about, i have to impress mr. b so that i can be a squad leader, and it's actually pretty hard, because i'm not that good at focusing. shari, katie, tricia, sean, and someone else are also running for squad leader, and we're definitely not going to have that many squads, so someone is going to have to not be one, and i'm afraid it's going to be me. it doesn't help when i have to share a squad with sean, because then we're more like working together in leading more than leading our own squads/groups. i think i'm just making too big of a deal out of it, but i really want to be squad leader...